Saturday, 29 August 2009

5 weeks old

How time flies ... my one month confinement was over. Auntie was good, clean and hardworking. Hannah has grown alot during her 4 wks stay here. She's even got a double chin now, how cute. I'm glad auntie left me with a little chubby girl to care for.

I'm 51-52 kg now, 6 more kg to lose. But I'm hardly concerned now. Everyday passed by so quickly, got up in the morning, washed the clothes, prepare lunch and dinner, bathe baby, make milk for nathan, N eat my breakfast!! I must constantly remind myself to care for my stomach first before the kids, if my health collapses, there's nothing left to say... I'm glad God sustained me through one wk without help.

Dad came by 3 times during lunch. Nathan always looks forward to visitors. He enjoys company, also because mummie is always so busy with sister. All he could see now is mei mei needs to be fed. And I always hold her so closely,i think he's jealous to some extend, and tested my patience many times. I have to give him time alone for stories and chats. But he's been good, helping me do some chores, and allowing me some rest time on the bed, he would say, 'oh, poor poor mummie'. which sounded quite funny.

Hannah's been out to grandma's place, and today, we brought her for lunch at Esplanade, and church too! She slept through most of it, only woke up once to feed. I was so glad I went for service, was ministered during songs time.

Reminded me to pray more, worry less, and sing more, especially when I'm stressed, or frustrated.